I adore jj peters like alot and now im loving on knuxx just as much! Seen Grips & Tonic live for the first time yesterday, With the ghost inside and deez nuts and some other shit bands haha, loved it! Melbourne is so fun! But im so so tired now. D: NOW DO NOT TELL ME THEY ARENT SEXY AS FUCK
Nomnomnom -drools-

Off to melbourne today ><
Hope it turns out okay.

Wow I have a lot to say. Sorry i neglected you blogspot ><
Friday was farry's funeral. I automatically saw akashia and had to give her a hug. Poor girl was crying so much! It was Crap but, got through it. Didnt attend the burial. Idk why i just couldnt. Everyone went to the boys house. Now bryan, dan and humm's. Just got really drunk And avoided talking about anything to serious. Brittney and I wrote up on the pole and cleaned up vomit, Someone puked in the bathtub! Peter helped me haha i was going to vomit aswell! We discoved a pole and a towel. Lol it was funny but he did well.
Had awesome 3way hugs with some randoms. They spillt beer in my hair. Stood in the hallway for about half an hour picking the hottest girls on the wall. They have it covered in semi-nood girls out of magazines. Haha. Made friends with Nicole again n.n And had endless conversations with Humm about my hair. Was a good night.

Saturday i slept til 4pm. Then went to a party with jade. It was full of gangsters and kids wearing UNIT haha!! But the cops broke it up pretty quick so everyone went to another party not far from there.. Poor guy got his i pod and play station 3 stolen D: Dero as. I was ashamed to show up with them...

Sunday night i went out to lunch with my grandmother. We only see her 2 or 3 times a year and she gave me and my brother $80 each. So that night i went to the movies with axel, devlin and kane. We saw zombieland and it was a great movie! I loved it.
Monday I spent the day in bed. Til about 5 me and axel walked to subway just to get there larg drinks haha we saw haddow. Which was great cause i thought he hated me.
Turns out i was right. Siff he would hate me cause i played some guy. We have been friends since year 7. The fuck? His bike is really low and i couldnt pedal haha! I was wearing my white wolf shirt and the tire got the back of it. I now have a black mark where my butt is on the shirt D:

I then caught a taxi to hannah baileys house about 11 that night. Picked up maddison along the way..
We got there and mitch and kai were really really drunk. They got in the spa and it had pretty lights but her sister got mad D: We sat on the roof. And hannah and i hurt our private parts >< haha. We got made to go inside and kai and mitch drank out of a kettle! lol.. I needed to use the bathroom But Kai just puked heaps and was in the shower. I saw a naked kai.. Boobs and ... Me sitting on the toilet awkward. Then everyone went to bed so shaemous and i decided to go on a trip to maccas. Had awesome chats along the way....... But when we got there the asians wouldnt feed us cause we werent in a car.
First car that drove through offered to take us through haha we said yes. He was awesome! He was 25 or something and was on his way to pick up his brother from the train station.. Him and shaemous had an awesome conversation about shaemous's kidney hahahaha I ceebs explaining the whole thing but if your interested read my bulletins lol.. They ended up driving us back to hannah's as our "Christmas present" lol
Shaemous walked maddie back to lavi then met dts for breakfast. Caught the bus back to wodonga but it didnt take me to bira so i walked from the main street. Yeah im fat and camplaining haha my feet were bleeding but i had the most amazing shower when i got home >< I really was ment to go back around there that night but i was dead to the world. Lol....

And so all of tuesday i slept my butt off.
And today/tonight i went down the street for carrolls in albury. Mainly just to see awesome people. I simply love kris... Because he lets me spit ice accross the table aiming for his mouth. I love harlee cause his a bigger girl than me.. Lol and he calls himself a fat lesbian hahaha! Eden.. Because he gives awesome hugs and can lift me up >< And i kinda love the awkwardness devlin brings into it. I smashed devlins box ;D I hate that kid. But i kinda love him too. He makes dirty jokes and crys when I bash him. But makes me cry with his mean remarks. Hannah and Cassie are just cute n.n They are both so so pretty and i just love hugging them both at once cause i never know which one to hug first aha! Akashia is pretty sweet. I waited in line for like.. half an hour for her stupid boost cause she didnt wanna see her boss o.o I saw jesse shaemous for like.. 5 minutes. Which sucked balls cause i miss jesse lots and lots. So anyways Im sitting here now.. Just got off cam with max.. And kris & eden. Texting joshua :/ mhm and i cant sleep. Dont think i will.

Case closed
I'm not here anymore
I'm not scared anymore
The way you walked away
I could tell you weren't afraid
To do the things you had to do
Even though I meant so much to you

But darling where you going?
Its so cold outside
I know that I cant be concerned
But your still in my life
(But your still in my life)

When I am miles away
Will you still check on me
Someday things will be alright
Just tell me we will be
Together someday
Its in the dreams I had
Ill be your sunset
If you'll be my silhouette
(If you'll be my silhouette)

Just take my hand and well
Never let go because
If were together now
We'll be together then
Step back and see me walk away
Then watch me run right back
I'll show you how to love again
This is the best idea I've had
(This is the best idea I've had)

When I am miles away
Will you still check on me
Tell me things will be alright
Just tell me we will be
Together someday
It's in the dreams I had
I'll be your sunset
If you'll be my silhouette
(If you'll be my silhouette)




It reminds me of him >< shhhh

R.I.P Jason Farrell
5/12/09
Goon king.
<3 memories will never be forgotten.

The last few days Cassie has been here. Come to stay for a while c: I lalala love her. Mum got out of hospital on Friday,We had the house to ourselves Thursday. We saw jackson and kris dts and kris came to mine and maddison and her new bf dropped by c: Friday night we saw sam and brooke down at maccas and saturday night we went to Dans with tessa. So tonight we are just having a quiet one c: Youtube is the best thing to use just to kill time n.n I have someone in my head and they will not get out. Wwe havent spoken for a few days so im hoping everything is okay. <3

MY WEEKEND

Okay so my weekend turned from shit sticks to amazing in 10 minutes! I got invited to go to Melbourne with jordz but mum said no.. Two hours later he text me saying "are you sure you cant come? im leaving now" So i had one last try with mum and she said yes! :D Funniest shit i swear. 2 minute make up job and straightened my fringe that's all. Packed everything from the clothes line and took off. It was great! Melbourne was so pretty at night and when i got there i found out what krispy kreme was! Omg i was so surprised that there is such an existence as a 24hour drive through donut store! :O Sooooo bad. So after i got laughed at for not knowing about it, we went to get drinks. We showed up at a supermarket so cyle could get curly wurleys and as we are going back to the car some random had left his music pumping and the car open!! We were so surprised and Jordan cracked the funniest joke about how he would be sitting in the store with a sniper waiting for someone to try take his car n.n
Then on the way back we drove on the wrong side of the road out the front of the police station.. IN cyles car.. with L plates and 3 people in the car. o.o so lucky we didn't get pulled over. argh. I met the nicest people that night! I learnt a drinking game called 'ride the bus' it crazy! And i met this kid that looked like Sid off skins! :D i got 1 hour sleep Friday night arr.
Saturday.
We woke up and got MCDonalds for breakfast. I got coffee that tasted like ass and we then went into the city. We went to music stores and stuff but only stayed in for about 2-3 hours before we got too tired, we went back home. I fell asleep at 7:30 on Saturday night. Cyle and his gf went to the movies and jordz woke me up and he went to krispy kream at 10:00!!!!!!I fell asleep while they were out. Omg donuts at 10pm. I woke up to a donuts in my face -_-
Sunday.
We woke up around 10:30ish and got ready and stuff, took us ages to search on Google map where the evelyn hotel was in fitzroy for the confession gig. We eventually got ourselves together and even got there early!:D
The line up was great! Dream on dreamer played first! I was abit pissed i missed there first few songs cause there an amazing band! n.n No way out played aswell and some other bands i didn't know. Confession were great! :D Jordz got mic grabs! When no way out played there was people hanging from the roof and a massive circle pit in this tiny pub/motel thing. It was amazing!
I met miikal as well! Yes his amazing. And yes his a babe in real life.
It didn't Finnish til 6. Yep went for 4 hours o.o
After the gig we drove to Phillip island to get sarah's wallet. (Jordans, cousin masons' girlfriend) c: It was heaps fun just driving there listing to confession and 'i kill giants' LOVE THEM! :D cyle would not believe we were on an island haha!
We went to get dinner out there but all the stores were shut. It was so pretty! :)
Wwe drove back and got MCDonalds instead :D (Y)
We got back and basically slept after Jordan played some guitar.
And pretty much woke up at 10:30 and left back home. Err feels great to be home c: but i adore melbourne! Definitely Going there more often.
<3